I am so stoopid !!!

When all hopes seems lost...

When all dreams seems shattered to pieces...

When time continues running...

When i was left crying...

I don't think there was anything i can cry bout...

I didn't dream of my hopes to be restored...

I didn't expect anyone...

I didn't noticed you...

I am so stoopid...

How can i be so stoopid...??

How can i be so blind...

So confussed N' lost...

Why didn't i notice you earlier...???

Was it my fault...???

I guess it was...

I'm sorry...

I reali am sorry...

I'm sorry frm the veri bottom of my heart

I'm sorry for hurting u...

I'm sorry for being stoopid...

The onli thing i beg of u..

Is your forgiveness for my childishness...

Will you ever forgive mi...???

Will you ever luv mi...???

Michael Buble - Everything

You're a falling star

You're the getaway car

You're the line in the sand

When I go too far

You're the swimming pool

On an august day

And you're the perfect thing to say

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute

when you smile at me you know exactly what you do

Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true

Cause you can see it when I look at you

And in this crazy life

And through these crazy times

It's you

It's you

You make me sing

Your every line

Your every word

You're everything

You're a carousel

You're a wishing well

And you light me up

When you ring my bell

You're a mystery

You're from outer space

You're every minute of my every day

And I can't believe

O'that I'm your man

And I get to kiss you baby just because I can

Whatever comes our way

We'll see it through

And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life

And through these crazy times

It's you

It's you

Ya make me sing

Your every line

Your every word

You're everything

So la la la la la la la

So la la la la la la la

And in this crazy life

And through these crazy times

It's you

It's you

Ya make me sing

Your every line

Your every word

You're everything...

You're every song

And I sing along

Cause you're my everything

yeah, yeah

So la la la la la la la

So la la la la la la-la-la la-la-la

[Everything lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Secret Passage way

As i open my eyes...

darkness is all i could see...

I was locked tight inside...

before i knew it...

i found a light...

i didn't wanna go near it at 1st...

but it seems temptin...

i took the risk...

i crawl towards the small bright escape...

as i was closer n' closer...

i feel my both my palms n' my kness are soaked...

sumhow...

i remember tat smell..

the smell of fresh blood...

my blood...

the pain was agonizing...

but i could do is let it bleed...

cuz...

i dun hav a bandage =P

when i finally a step away frm my freedom...

i found out that there's a few iron bars...

blocking my way..

as i was close enuf to the light...

i cld see the bright red liquid on my hands...

sumhow...

the key was right there...

in my hand...

all this time...

i had a chance...

To find the way out of this pain...

i was so stoopid...

but learnt my lesson =P

turnin the key was harder den i thought it wld be...

n' i hav this feeling that i'm goin to miss this horrible place...

it's as if i'm so used to this place..

y am i suppose to leave??

but..

i found another strength inside of mi...

pushin it's way out...

into the light...

N' here i am...

I AM FREE ....!!!!! =D

Define Love...

Trust + Patience = Love???

Forgiveness - Doubts = Love???

Kisses X Hugs = Love???

Red Wine + Mi = Drunk for whole afternoon

Same day...
Same tuesday...
Same horrible feeling...
Different headache =.=''

...continue frm Jeannie's hse...
i found out that smtimes walking wif Jeannie..
quite nice ler...
she talk talk talk...
as if there's no finishing wan XD
Lucky she dun let mi be in my own world...
or nt i will go siaoz...
Plus..
i was having sum problems oso...
so... Thx Jeannie N' Chingie !!!
For hearing mi out =D
Reali appreciate my wives... Hohoho...
Had lunch at Jeannie's...
Her own home cooked Fried mee...
a bit tasteless... but got Tomato Sos...
Dunno wad was i thinking..
took a bottle of red wine to drink...
It onli contained 9% alcohol...
didn't noe i'm such a loser...
Drunk =.=''

Jeannie N' Jeannie's sis was lyk laughing at mi...
Kent laugh at mi at tuition...
Min cldn't see until i was under a brighter light...
ask mi "cldn't drink... y still drink...??"
Swt-ness...
Face red... Ear red... Head burning all the while... Walking almost in zig-zag...
After physics tuition den onli the burning start to dissapear...
Which was lyk ard 10 smthing...

Den the whole afternoon... doin all kinds of stoopid stuffs...
went to cc...
played dota...
makan ice-cream..
went park...
sit swing...
went BM tuition...
Met Ji Kian...
after tuition...
went cc...
find Min...
wanted to scare him... again =P
but Kent scared him dy...
sigh~
Hid for lyk 5 mins behind him...
onli he found out i'm behind him...
Silly guy XD
damn funnee...
damn happee oso... dunno y~
=D hahaha...

Exams arrhhh....
Study study study !!!!
Jiayou to all SPM students !!! =)

Cleaning up our act...

Wakaka...
Yst was an unexpected day...
not planned properly oso =P

Woke up early at 9 am...
but waited until 11am...
onli go to my grandparents hse to take their keys
access to their small N' sweet condo behind jeannie's hse...
which is Pelangi Utama =)

*when we reached...
Jeannie Chingie Onnster ( My bro ) N' Mi...
We look more lyk lost tourists
den sum teenagers trying to help out XD
JOKIN !!! Jokin... chill~

11 30 am
The four-some reached condo...
tools on the floor...
trash in front of us...
dust e'vrywhr...
luckily Jeannie didn't sneeze...
or nt... Gg~ =D
Drag the trash out of da living room dy....
found out tat we didn't bring soap =.=''
bought some frm the mini market downstairs...
den work starts !!! =)
sweeping the floor was harder then we tot it'll be...
the broom is a bit cacated...
knot sweep properly ler =.=''
mopped the floor n' cleanin the human size windows r soo much fun =D
Chingie was the 1st to start it tho...
she cleaned the rooms' windows... scared she fall out of the windows =P
Jeannie was the onli one hu wet her pants XP
kekex... by accident nia...
my bro cleaned the bathrooms' floors...
i help help here N' there ler...
den in 2-3 hours time we finished dy =D

Waited for the wet floors to dry up...
we went downstairs N' went for a walk...
Swimming pool... abit small...
but can drown anyone =P
randomly sat on the benches nearby N'
Swings !!! Hoho~
met up wif my grandpa N' Brian...

Haiz...
1 word to describe ler...
Tired...
Sent Chingie to her mom's car...
which her mom didn't reali see her when she passed by the bus stop...
whr we were waiting... XD
Walked to Jeannie's hse...
Haiz...

Starting line... =D

Hmm...
Seem lyks a long time since i've typed long sentences dy =P
Well, here goes...

Fuyor...
My life has never been better =.=''
Spm is lyk super near... 5 more saturdays to crash... =D
Sigh...

Old memories...
wrapped in coloured paper N' thrown away~
New Mysteries...
waiting for the excited mi to discover them~

Hav u ever wonder...??
Wad happens to you...??
When smthing big that cld totally change ur life...
happens to u???
Mayb ppl will start hating u...
Frens will become enemies instead...
Enemies will become frens...
Wow.. wad am i talkin bout??? XP

Jus wanna say
Action speaks louder than words...